The Onset. Just what am I personally responsible for in my life? Circumstances of my birth and childhood have proven to be idiosyncratic arbitraries of my parents family and associated communities. My personal responsibility lies in a sense of purpose; and that purpose has expressed as a search to find out “what is wrong with me”; and to persevere in that search for “the answers” to all questions presented to me along this line. Along this course of action the sociological status quo requires some service yet the collective common denominator is akin to “street people”; so one is really at liberty to define social obligations according to their own intuition; and this is what I’ve done; for the greater lot of humanity is living lives of chaotic desperation. For this my purpose in life is most expedient for my being only responsible for persevering in this search. I would qualify myself then as a “Seeker” by profession. Now the answers that I’ve found and the extra-reality that I’ve discovered (along an intuitive gradient) becomes “The Bigger Picture” which passes beyond common human conception or understanding and has to be approached on a gradient – piece by piece – and gradually pieced together into a holistic mosaic intimately realized. It can’t be explained to anyone who hasn’t been on a similar lifelong journey; for common experiential knowledge can’t embrace or comprehend it. What we now see is “prophetic” in that the future being revealed becomes a collective inevitability; and there’s nothing I could imagine doing along any line to change it; except realizing a greater understanding. We now recognize the nature of Divine Reality and God is aligned to Divine Principles inherent in the process of Understanding. Some examples of Divine Principles are: God Being Knowing Power Creative Energy Presence Love Life Sentience with Experiential Knowledge Wisdom and Understanding “acquired” through one’s personal particular and peculiar way through life; especially as a human being. That’s Me! I can’t control what’s happening on the “Collective” level; but I can be a knowing witness to my personal experiences in this life. It’s become a very solitary journey on a personal “Finite” level yet it’s intuitively connected to the Divine Reality which is “Infinite” and “Timeless” and from which my “manifest reality” (The World & Universe as I perceive it) is defined within a personalized space-time timeline “Worldview” unto death; and then what’s beyond! Now I do desire to share what I can but sharing at this level requires a delicate “Socratic” methodology because there’s no common understanding amongst others not at this level; and common sharing usually results in disagreements, animosities with senseless conflicts – perennial conflicts which have been warring on this planet over countless thousands of years and human generations. The major problem with this level of understanding is it has become overwhelmingly disturbing and haunting like a perpetuating nightmare; but where there exists a “Divine Promise” that one (one’s soul) will inevitably awaken from – with the Grace of God. There always is that “Divine Promise” no matter what I’m experiencing, day by day in the world as I now understand it to be. Understanding is inherently of God and Divine Reality. All these circumstances considered – “acceptance” of what is “as it is” comes with these Understandings. The Serenity Prayer and Daily Meditation with an intuitive connection to “The Divine” has proven to be the most logical ethical moral and ecstatic way to live dealing with what’s happening in the world today. —crp